*Damn*

Damn hate the feeling ..!.
Not I don't want appreciate this relationship ok?!
Why you'll keep asking me same question?
Even family gives me lot pressure!
I just hope you all support me!
I knew this will happen soon,
just I haven't back kmn, 
can ask same things through phone already.
If i back there, they wanna force me until i can't breath at all?!
Damn it!!
When i with him,
they are the one who not agree,
Now they got chance to bebel me lo!
Fucking hate!!!!
Bullshit to the fellow who said something like that !!
Think before you said !

*人生*

有些事还是要面对，

既然他舍得丢那么多问题给我；

即使我不懂怎么解决，

也要面对！

人总是不完美，

只是我那么不好运，

会遇到两次。。

失败了，

偷笑的人后面多得是，

与你分享的人却少之又少。。

即使痛得多难受还是要微笑，

这次的痛，

不是一般的跌倒就能轻易的爬起来~

Whenever someone says 'Don't cry'

I always cry harder.

*Thanks gor & Jie*

Woke up early in the morning,
Saw this on my table,
thanks to them take care me~
When they asked me about him,
I just can pretending...
So sorry I'm lying~
Love this small Milo already~
Yiak, my eyes still that ugllllllyyyyy..!!

When i text you, it means i miss you;
When i don't text you, it means i'm waiting for you to miss me,
but i know you won't...
until you choose to end of all this..

*Broken Heart*

I don't deserve all of this, 
I can't choose anything since everything is out of my control.
I just can accept it with my unwilling heart.
I hate this feeling coming back to me again!

Don't play with someone's heart
if you have no intentions of a serious relationship.

*Tired*

Should i go back this week?
How i want to face with my parent?
Should i pretending I'm nothing in front my friends?
I'm tiring of pretending happy already.
My stomach keep annoying me but it don't want any food,
My head keep paining but it don't want any medicine,
My heart keep tearing but it don't know what should do..
Who will the next person who hurt me again?
I don't like to be alone here!!

I hate that i miss you,
I hate that you forgot about me,
I hate that you don't want me,
and I hate that i still care about you....

*reality*

Feel like only here i can make myself not so sad..
I know everything can't change,
I know this is the truth,
I know we can't live at the past,
but everyone also know say,
who really did it easily?
I really need a big hug~!
What is love?
What is responsibility to love?
Am i not worth to be love? ='(

Don't come into my life unless you want STAY!

*Feeling*

Had a dream about you last night,
After woke up only realize that only a dream..
My friend told me don't dream about it.
Can a person control her dream?
Can a person forget her beloved easily?
Do you really put down everything easily?
All the memories keep playing around in my mind..
You are the one who cheer me up,
You are the one who hurt me deeply.
You are the one who did everything on me.
I not stronger like everyone thought..
include you..........
If a girl leans towards you, kiss her.
If a girl's hand is free, hold it. 
And if she's upset, hug her till she's okay

爱一个人很容易，
放下一个人很难。。