*bye my friend*

Goodbye my friend, Tan Choon Siong

He has to go back to US 

My brother with me bring him to sunway pyramid hair cut

(His gay lou hairstylist there)

We went to play bowling while he went to hair cut

My brother was suck at the first game

only earn 65 points but i get 82 points =)

(proud of myself) =p

He become insane in the second game

OMG strike strike strike

115 points for him while i lose and only get 92 points =(

He really good in playing bowling la

Friend, you have to back on next year ya!!

We will miss you !

*累*

Why people have to so tired?
I'm tired of everything..
I have tried to give up at the moment when I can't survive at this tired world..
Am I the person should get all this unfair stuff?
I also just a human being that not famous, not the pretty, not the best in this world..
I just want same with other girls...
Hope there will be a miracle for me soon..
How tired in my life,
I smile and laugh the louder one in front of them..
I'm tiring of this ...
I want choose my life, I don't want my life choose me anymore! :'(

我不喜欢花，
不是因为它们不漂亮，
是因为自己都不会照顾自己，
又怎样照顾它们。。。
可怜的花，
落在我手中，
就是注定被丢进垃圾桶了。。

*Boring day*

今天很闷，没上课，没工作，没事做，又是颓废的一天~
很想做的却做不到，不想做的就自然不想做了~ =p
真的不喜欢无所事事的~
刚还了四百多块的电话费，想去逛街买东西都没心情了~
昨晚九点就睡了，今早九点就醒了.
一直到现在还是那么精神，怎样过这一天啊？！
无聊的最高境界就是：开着电脑，按着手机，望着电视。
而我就是在做这些事~ >.<
有些人脸上有太多的笑容，是因为他们心中有太多的泪水。
我希望自己依旧是个永远长不大的小孩。
没有破碎的心，没有痛苦的眼泪。。

我的早餐

*Big girl don't cry*

When a girl cries,

it's not over one thing.

It's a build up of anger and tears they have been holding for so long.

They try to put on a smile everyday so no one will see the pain they're really feeling.

And sometimes,

the happiest girls are the one breaking down inside.

*outing*

Last friday went to pavillion with brother =)

Before to pavillion watch movie,

we went to times square played bowling with my colleagues.

First time hang out with them.

Laughed from the beginning until the end, so tired~

After bowling, went to movie "white house down"

It was a nice movie..

I fall asleep at the beginning, 

when the peak of the movie, is time for me to watch it =)

Enjoyable with him.. <3 font="">

 He gave me rm20 for petrol fees =p

 He don't know i took it =)

He shame to take at outside ~

*Alone*

I don't like to be alone.
I think lot when I''m alone.
I'm listening to the music, repeat and repeat.
I'm tired but I struggled on.
I'm sad but I don't want let you know.
I miss you but i stopped showing.
I still care but you don't bother it.
Tears are the words my heart uses to explain
whenever my smiles can't cover up my pain.
Seems like you not appreciate what I did.
I won't do it again since I'm always the crazy one.
A picture's worth a thousand words.
A song is worth a million.
But the tears falling from eyes are worth a billion.

STOP PRETENDING EVERYTHING INCLUDE YOUR SMILES WITH A DEEP HURT

*Him*

他是我最好的开心果~

我伤心时，

虽然不是很会安慰我，

至少他肯听我诉苦~

我开心时，

他也陪我笑~

他是永远和我脱不离关系的~

他知道我一个人，

过来这里陪我~

可是他要回去了，

他不理我了~

真的很Sad下~~~~~