*suffer life*

I still suffer right now.!!

Really hurting when thinking back..!

How become amnesia about our relationship?!

This is the decision you think we will better?

I felt more suffer than before!

What i did wrong is put too much effort between our relationship?

or too care you make you felt annoying?

or never think about your situation?

 you think let me freedom can get a guy who take care me well?

or you felt hurting now better than hurting after few years?

But do you think about me before make this decision?!

Really suffer right now !!

why guy always the selfish human in this world?!!

What i did so i should get this punishment?!

ARRRRHHH!!!!!!!!

当一切来的太突然时，

你唯有能做的就是接受。。

*Sing a song*

I control myself not to cry in front of them,

 I have to be strong, 

not bring sadness for them.

When i'm with him, 

i can sing a sad song with my happiness..

I almost cried out when i sing just now,

and i can felt the feeling of the lyrics.

Who can put down a relationship easily?

Everyone had hurt and grow up day by day.

Just because I'm strong enough to handle pain,

 doesn't mean that i deserve it.

*Sushi Zanmai*

Thanks ying for accompany to Sushi Zanmai today.. =') Zanmai is one of the place me and him will go always. One hot and one cold ocha ordered by him, will mix it to a suitable temperature ocha for me, felt warm suddenly. Chawanmushi was our favorite there and he will ordered salmon for me cause he knows that is my favorite~ Everything had become memories~
Huh, don't like my ugly eyes right now~ so tears pleaaaase stop hurting heart or eye..!!

Sitting on your bed, thinking of one person and remembering all those memories and then realise that they might never happen again.

Memories

See this photo, my heart trying to make my tears coming out.... He brought me to anywhere i want to go, he brought me lots of memories, he brought lots happiness in my life and now all becomes my sadness. . Really suffer at this moment.. not cause he leave me but i not appreciate him nicely and truly, that's why this is our ending. my punishment is coming..

妈，可惜又能怎样，看开点吧。。

The only reasons why people hold on to memories is because memories are the only thing that don't change when everything else does. 

*Whatever*

The more i told myself: doesn't matter, doesn't matter, the faster the tears will come out itself =') 

Here only the way i can writing down my feeling, just want to feel more comfortable.. 

I know lots of friends care me when i'm sad, I'm sorry to them that make them worry so much..

So i just can tell them: I'm okay =)

From the past until now, i have been a counselor of love to many peoples,at least my advice for them look open a bit.. When come into my problem, how i advice myself easily? =P Really poor to this problem ..

Very bad condition now, get cold, coughing and pain come sekali gus ~ hope will recover soon..

Quote of my day

I learned to GIVE not because i have much,
but because i know exactly how it feels to have NOTHING.

28/6/2013

Welcome back to my blogspot life :D I was too busy with my relationship before and now, i got time to update my everything here..Broke up is not good for sure, but with a reasonable reason, i should respect him =) Since he has his right to choose whatever he want and i got my right to choose my life even i still not willing to put down everything..... I believe time can prove everything .. =DNow we should fight for our life, stay good Suddenly like the word :  是你的就是你的，不是你的怎样勉强都不是你的。