*bad day*

I think today was my bad day ever =(
Planned to go out earlier but out on 3pm,
It's really not a good timing~
I worried the car at the back hit me,
so I hit the car in front of mine.
After hit, my mind was blank ..
I forgot take the plat number of that car,
I forgot take photos,
What I learned before,
I totally forgot.
I wanna cried that moment,
but I told myself,
Nobody will help me even I cried out loud.
Suddenly felt tired of this life.
I just hope to get a happy life
that's all...
I had it before,
Why god take away from me?
Am i not deserve to have it?
I'm tired.
Remember,
When you need somebody,
nobody will be here for you.

My car accompany for 3 years,
now he has to go surgery,
How can i survive without him this few weeks??

*结束吧*

每次常听人说，
女人心，海底针；
我说是：
男人心，海底针才对。
是你放弃了，
我也没必要坚持了。。
一个人是不能维持一段感情的。
既然你那么坚决，
我也没必要纠缠了，
我也给自己最长的极限了，
你不想理，
我又何必做那么多呢。。
从前总是辛辛苦苦的要得到，
当得到后却要放弃，
这就是男人的海底针吧。。

I respect those that tell me the truth,
no matter how hard it is.
But if you are not,
you are a coward.

*心，烂透了*

半夜醒来不是件好事~
最近总是爱胡思乱想~
你的举动告诉了我，
不要再做无谓的动作了~
不要再纠缠了~


No one ever get tired of loving.
But everyone gets tired of 
waiting,
assuming,
hearing lies 
and 
saying sorry...

*bad day*

What a bad day for me =(
Stomach starting to play with me now,
gastric, pain, gastric pain...
What my stomach want actually?
After eat still gastric,
After gastric pain again..
I need you badly, sweet medicine.
Where can buy it?
Who will create sweet medicine for me??
Totally down today ....
thanks god i'm still alive~!
I don't deserve to have this kind of treating please!!

*im sorry*

I'm sorry for everything
I'm sorry that I hurt you 
I'm sorry that I make you trouble
I don't want back everything
I want you to be happy
I hope you understand it ..
I already tried my best make us to be more better, 
But you are the one destroyed it. 
I'm hurt
I'm sad
But you still leave me like that 
I have to accept the fact

.

*happy birthday --> big head*

生日快乐，大头~

今天一早就下关丹，

本来目的是去找新的巴士站，

哪知道忘了 >.<

我们先去巴刹吃东西~

再去看戏 SDU

一部笑戏来的~

然后去唱歌。

晚餐我们吃韩国餐，

食物都不错的~

 这个马来人提早开斋

Only available in Malaysia~!

*sunday in kmn*

Sunday is not a weekend in kemaman =)
I'm not going anywhere unless play ball in the evening~
I had my favorite dishes tonight --> Asam chicken =D
After dinner, I went to visit my friend's son 
He is getting bigger and handsome,
I wish I got the chance to talk with him soon..
Girl's talks start after visitation.
My girls include Jia Wei and Hui Xin
I thought we don't have this chance to gather again 
since Hui Xin becomes mummy
and Jia Wei always play badminton~
I had lost contact to them over the past year..
Guys, if you think friends are important than your beloved,
do remember she will give up her friends because of you,
love her while she is still yours 
Girls, if you think guy is everything for you,
do re-correct your mind set.
You will get much more painful 
when he choose to leave you.
Guys, be smart 
Girls, be tough 

I love him <3 p="">

*幸福就是*

不想再牵手，就该放开手
让爱学会成全和自由
如果还能够继续往前走，
挽留并不代表谁懦弱
我们曾心动，也都曾心痛
失去太多才懂得拥有
如果没有过 每一次冲动
怎能相遇过程的感动
我们往往努力爱却更寂寞
一起做过的梦到了最后真的只是梦
我们常常为了谁受尽折磨
不明白幸福到底是什么
幸福就是该结束的时候不再强求
在你应该珍惜的时候学会别无所求
幸福就是去包容 却从不会遗忘自我
懂得爱自己才更加辽阔
曾为谁执着 也为谁失落
为谁华丽生话的罗阔
爱没有对错 错过才解脱
泪水终究能洗尽承诺

幸福就是被爱过 被伤过都有收获
在你还能珍惜的时候珍惜你的选择
幸福是让爱能海阔天空

*end*

写了一大遍的，

“Backspace" 就变空了。

现在的心就像空了。。

累了。。。

既然不爱了，

结束吧。。。

终于要放下了。。